I Know I Can
I’m still in school. Trying to get my bachelor’s degree…and it’s taking me FOREVER. I could’ve had a masters by now. Or be in med school if I was into that field (which I’m not). But no. I took my time, had my fun trying to figure out what the hell it is I wanted to major in and now I’m paying for it. The CSU system’s going bizerk. Tuition’s rising, classes are getting cut meaning it’s harder to get into classes, teachers are getting pay cuts and people aren’t getting admitted into the schools. Grrrreat time to try to finish school! Other than that I like my major…the creative part of it anyways. Not so sure on the business side. The only reason why I like it is because I can use it in many different industries. My coworker said I should just stay the extra year in school and double major. Which is true…but like I said, NO ONE’S GETTING CLASSES.
I still haven’t found my interest, my niche, my passion. Sure I’m interested in a lot of different things. But that ONE specific thing hasn’t hit me yet…or at least not that I know of.
For YEARS my friend Mike has been trying to get me on my path in life, but considering I don’t know exactly what my passion is, it’s been a little tough. But he’s always been there trying to push me and motivate me. He truly believes that I could do great things even though we don’t know what those things are yet. Haha So every now and then, he’ll send me a note online that I leave on my desktop to look at:
“Hello kris,
what do you want to do with yourself? think about a huge pyramid of interests that are associated with other interests that you like and think about the connections. all the things youre interested in can and will be achieved. you just need to believe that you can do it”
Even the small things he says motivate me more…“gnite have dreams of finding ur passion!”
Love it.
I KNOW I can do it. I just have to figure out what it is…
My feelings towards FALL semester: STAY FOCUSED.STAY MOTIVATED.
*Thanks Tell! Hope you’re having fun on your trip right now!
Beyond just taking an “interest” in certain thing, ultimately an open-mind helps immensely in finding and turning over rocks of “unknown interest”. You might not know you like something until you take the plunge and try it out… sort of like anal… yeh that’s a good comparison.
did you just say “anal’ in my blog? lol i know whatcha mean. that’s why it’s taken me so long to finish school! trying different things to see what i’m interested in. blah. i better see you in vegas!